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~AithneEtain 

Depression is killing me inside

Wed May 27, 2009, 5:05 AM
I am slowly losing my mind. I come back to this place and it burns deep into my mind making me froth at the mouth.I feel like iam being backed into a corner and people are poking at me with a stick.

Iam Trying so hard to get out of the army right now that whatever ptsd I did have is now in full swing along with all the insanity that comes with. I have to try hard to keep this fact from friends and family and do me 100% best to be " normal" but while iam in this high stress enviroment its very difficult.

I AM LOSING MY MIND !@!@ on a epic lvl iam tired and sick and sick and tired of being sick and tired.

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  • Current Residence: Hell
  • Interests: My fiance
  • Favourite movie: dunno, thats a difficult question
  • Favourite band or musician: the offspring
  • Favourite genre of music: alternative, rock, metal
  • Favourite poet or writer: C S Friedman, Edgar Allen Poe, AithneEtain
  • Favourite style of art: Still Life
  • Operating System: Windows XP Professional
  • MP3 player of choice: Ipod
  • Shell of choice: 5.56
  • Wallpaper of choice: Picture of My fiance
  • Skin of choice: AithneEtains skin
  • Favourite game: No games recovering from an addiction...
  • Favourite gaming platform: PC
  • Favourite cartoon character: Captain Hero
  • Personal Quote: A man who has nothing for which he is willing to die, is not fit to live
  • Tools of the Trade: Night Vision Goggles, assult rifle, a pocket full of badass

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~AithneEtain 1 day 3 hours ago
I know you don't come on here anymore, but I still like to drop by and say hi. I love you

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~AithneEtain Dec 13, 2008, 9:20:16 PM
hey baby, i know you dont really come on here much at all but i thought i would leave a message anyway to say that i love you and i cant wait to see you soon

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~AithneEtain May 30, 2008, 8:07:28 PM
i love you!!

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Mood: Longing ~AithneEtain May 14, 2008, 10:00:16 PM
I miss you

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Mood: Tender ~AithneEtain May 13, 2008, 9:33:02 PM
hey sexy sexy butt! I just wanted to stop by and give you some kisses and love. I love you so so so so so much and hope you are safe and well

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